starbucks trip

i know, i know. shhhhhhhhhh.

starbucks hunting was funnier than expected. or maybe the flight to holland was a rollercoaster ride. i found out that that place brings you back to the old days, relaxing your mind and just watching time flies with interesting tourists and superstars walking around.

the fact that a lot of well known shops are there was quite suprising. ice cream shops like swensens and häagen dazs also starbucks and coffee bean around, its a nice place to chill and relax. let your surroundings take you on a trip of relaxation.

oh well for me, its just for a time off. heeeeee.

feast your eyes on the pics!

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i miss him.

laptops

i'm at ika's and im using her laptop for the first time. it hung out on me when i whined that its fcuking slow. haha. i guess laptops do have feelings. ika just "chased" her dad out cos she wanted to watch bratz. ok so now im watching it with her. hahahaha.

anyways, sorry for the lack of updates, been busy with life. hahaha typical answer. nahh just been busy with school which suck big time and homeworks pile everytime. every period seems like i wanna end it badly. i have not create a timetable for my revision. ahhhhhhhhhhh.

and friends are being typical. enough said.
i need joy i need laughter. i need nd.

:D

When will i see your face again - Jamie Scott Feat The Town

Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Changed,

I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ohh yeah),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ha),
I Think I Love You, Will I See Your Face Again,

Little Thing, Like The Rain Coming,
She Looked At Me A Certain Kind Of Way,
Tell Me Girl, Where Are You Now,
'Cos I Don't Know How Much Longer I can Wait,

I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun,
Tell Me Girl...

When Will I See Your Face Again (ohh yeaaah),
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ummm um),
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

You Know That All My Life I've Been Waaaiting,
Waiting For Some, Someone Like You To Love Me,
You Can't Come By Like An Angel, Into My Life,
And then Fly Away, Fly Away,

Oh Honey, Cos I, Uh Baby, Ba Ba Doo Yeah, Ohh ohhhh,
Sing, I've Only Seen Youuu, Oh, I Said, Uh huh, I Said I Said, Yeah (woo)

When Will I See Your Face Again (I Wanna See You Once In My Life),
When Will You Touch My Life Again, (Wanna See You Twice In My Life),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ohhh),
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

I said, see Bap pa da doo ba ba (ohhh),
Bap Ba Doo Yeah, That's What We Do Yeaahhh (ohh),
When Will i See Your Face Again My Friend,
Oh Yeah, I Think You Gotta Let Me Know Yeah,
Ohh Yeahhh...

Click.

i'm halfway through my novel, jodi picoult's perfect match. i really cant wait who is the culprit. Nina's in jail and hopefully Nathaniel would be alright without his mum around.

click. rewind. if that is possible in life, i certainly would have.

sadly, i've been trying to be my best and trying to get into my head that i'm all alone, not attached. people say i'm heartless. yes i am. i keep every feeling to myself that i don't know what/how to feel anymore. History made me become heartless and i can't blame anyone about that except myself.

okay i'm here not to be emo or anything. haha.

anyways, blog skin changed :D life's been sucky and i'm really really in love with Dougie Poynter. ahhhh somebody shoot me.

oh yeah, i've got plans to go california on my own, so i'm finding somebody to host me. geeeee. london's calling tapi tknak pergi. cali jugak yg nak gi. aperdahh.

till then, i better finish up reading my novel and get my book review done. sheesh. O's coming. aaaaaaaahhhhhh !

useless

' try to find some alone time with an engrossing novel that can take you far, far away from your current reality. ' - that's what my horoscope says.

all i can say is, let karma take place on my life.
it was such a pleasure knowing such a pleasant sweet guy and i think you deserve better.
thanks for everything.


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work

holidays! yes. and i took a long time to update this blog. i've been MIA-ing for months here. i've been living my life normally, without having to use this necessity of using technology to keep up with my life ( which is the computer ). haha. i update randomly as my life gets its best or its worst, whether i am in the mood to tell the world what i've been up to. okay, i should stop this crap.

this holidays i manage to get work to find some financial support to attend to some unidentified problems, which is yet to be known. if you don't understand, act like you understand. hee. basically i need money, lots of it.

working at deli is fun, really. the food, the staff and the environment is adaptable. haha. i met a lot of different kinds of people. one that manage to get my attention is Andy. hetalkslikethisfastwithouthavingafullstoptoeverysentencethathewouldsay. basically, i just gave him a o.0 face and chuckle cos i would keep quiet and get confused. he's been working there for 2 years and he says its boring. HAHA. how ironic. he's still working there now. and having him to teach me what to do is just funny. i remembered i was being told to do this and that and i would give a comment like, 'baru kerje sini dah kene bully.' and he would like get 'pissed' with me and do the work himself when in the end, i still need to do it.

he got a special request from me. he wants to be called ninja. haha. and asyiq adds on the turtle. hahaha. he will be asking me,'who am i?' i would say, 'ninjaaaa!' 'okay, good newbird.' HAHA. its just pure fun to have someone who is like a brother to you. he's schooling. haha. i remembered there was this indian man with a low voice and was ordering. he went to change his voice to suit the old man's voice and i couldnt hold my laughter la! hahaha. 'tu baru sikit jer, you havent heard the rest. hahahah', he said. i wonder how would i react to that.

work yesterdat with dee nunu and wawa was tiring. and matter of fact, i wasnt picked today. sheesh. i hate that la.

okay, my backbone is tired. oh yah, check out the layout of my blog, its changed.

:D

geek the chic

hello ~ !

did 60 push ups and crunches, jogged around the school twice, played volleyball with uncooperative classmates, leon farted five times and he's proud of it, class phototaking was akjafklejf, walking home was wierd, maths homework compiling, fitri's bimboness is soooooo akjfakejf but i seem to need it everyday, leon waited for me doing maths which was funny, i 'smacked' boyfee's face with glue - what a day.

it's been a while since i sat down and recollect my feelings and say truthfully about what i am going to say. i miss those times. perhaps i remembered that i would post if i'm in love. and yes i do now :D

many things happened ever since the holiday break. my life seems extra special to have someone who loves me and appreciate who i am for what i am. it's just extraordinary to have somebody loving you. its funny how i'm attached. i serioualy feel that i wasnt until it really hit me. wait. i'm attached? hahaha. impossible but it's true. nyeahaha. its been 2 weeks and heading for the third. i dont really like counting the days but he always remind me after every week that passed. i would be surprised that he would remember. not that i would forgot or anything. its just that let time just pass and we'll recall how long we've been when the time is right.

and things are just where i wanted it to be. not that i want it to be this way but it just seem to fit just the right time.

i'm loving it.

:D

it has been long.

i went back to memory lane this morning, woke up at 7. ahhh. it was a chore to get up but mum forced me to and i dragged my way to shower. so we went to bp as planned. did some wierd financial stuff. and went to teck whye market and thats when i realise, it has been a while since i went there. i miss the place. i didnt know that the foodcourt was renovated, i miss the way i buy fish/prawns with this apek and i miss the smell of the market. it smells fresh and all. theres this nyonya too, selling beansprouts and she still looks the same although many years have passed. i know im sick. haha. who would like to go to a wet market early in the morning anyway?

and yes it has been long since i strolled down teck whye lane, where most of my childhood memories were made. i miss those times where i ran around the block, playing catching and gotten scoldings by my late grandfather for not wearing shoes. i miss playing water guns at the staircase, shielding myself with big umbrellas. i miss playing hopscotch, drawn imperfectly using charcoals. the best part i miss was playing outside in the corridor, hearing shouts from my mom/dad to get home as soon as possible when it hits 11.30pm. ahah. childhood memories.

haha i'm fifteen now, things change. my lifestyle isnt what it was like previous times. new friends, new love.

ahahaha. i shall elaborate on that when i feel like i'm in love.

holidays

i was too ugly for the photo. haha.

i was smsing people when my phone started beeping its more that 95% full. everytime i deleted messages, it will sum up to 95% again. so i took the time to go through every single message that people sent me. the high, the lows and the consolations. and there were 3 major events that we talked about. after reading those messages, i said to myself, i was this close. this itsy bitsy close.

i was mad at myself. i was mad at that person. but i guess its not worth the feud. what's over is over. he was left with nothing anyway. which was good right?

what i pity right now is dee. she was always left hanging after everytime she tries to say it, something would occur and spoil that chance. it happen too many times that she believes that there isn't any chance for her. maybe it wasnt a good time yet. just wait. and cheer up.

as for wawa, i love to bully her. hahah but dont take it to heart yeah?

ika, HAHA. i heard your voice over the phone. watching love is cinta eh? dah nangis dahhh?

chap, just stop crapping la eh. HAHA. but i somehow like the crapping. ok. dah nas mepek.

and as for fizzo, nyeahahaha. i shall not say anthing.

:D

byd, teacher's day, birthdays :D

ms liew, our maths teacher :D

cikgu shahida, with the malay class. elsa wasn't there.

cikgu hayati, with wawa and nas. the two, who miss her alot. :D

byd, teacher's day and a small outing was quite diminishing although a few mishaps happen here and there. well people do make mistakes and we learn from it. meeting a few seniors and getting our report books back was quite looked forward to. and the fact that leon scored lower than me, he owe me something. i heard he's buying me a watch. hahaha. everlast? wth. haha. and what happened to the green havainas? we planned to buy it nt long ago. lets just see.

after a whole lot of teacher hunting and snap arounds, we went to chill at senja grand and plaza. had snacks. then decided to go town. actually we planned to go with the whole express clan but people are people and they miss their ex's in primary sch, so they went back to their schs. haha. so it was left with dee ika me wawa and fizzo.

met shab at far east and ate chippy's. i've been having chippy every week la and i'm addicted to it. walked around, bought wawa her pressie and split up as dee ika and shab met syadiq for photography. so it was left with the three of us, walking ard town, visiting stupid places such as toys r us, where kids play with sick toys. haha. and wawa had a lot of babies! haha. sword playing was funny and squeeze balls! haha. okay that's sick. then headed to shaw, ate fastfood. met a few teacher's. had a 'stupid' talk with fizzo and wawa couldnt stop saying she's tired. hahaha. then headed to topshop and saw a few gay accents mouth spray. haha. headed to pacific plaza and went for surfboard hunting. i liked this cap at quicksilver, costs ard 40. its white and its cute la! haha. then went back to far east walked twice ard and decided to go to esp.

fizzo called his mum and gave that tone. hahaha me and wawa were laughing like there was no tommorow. haha. then headed to esp, sitting ard the powerhouse. with crappy phone calls from chap and mad. HAHA. singers with some technical glitch, causing me to think that there was a fireworks. HAHA. and also those small little stupid talks made it worthwhile :D

then on saturday, i went for a bday/family gathering. all where there except some middle aged cousins. it was an occasion for nur eliana! her bday. people were either dressed in pink/red. we went to cdans for a bowl and headed to cck park for dinner. the bowl wasnt as classy as the one at CSC. some memorable moments was that eliana had her turn and as the pins dropped, it left 2 pins at one end, and it resembles her teeth! haha. imagine a bday with no front teeth. that's what she had to confront. it was cute la! the dinner part, i remembered the butter prawn and chilli crab! and also the spongebob cake. it was all so delicious. then headed to syafiq's to meet granny. i miss her alot. i had dreams about her la. haha.

overall, i had fun and obviously, i met someone. weeeee.

be yourself day preperations

its funny how you prepare for events such as be yourself day. its this friday and i'm really working forward to it. thats where a day whereby you be yourself, play dressup and the stress mounts as you dont have anything to wear and would go on diet and save up just to find a nice outfit for that day.

i remembered when i was in sec 1. i searched a skirt with my mum, dont ask me why. and it took me like 2 weeks to search for one pathetic skirt to fit my outfit, which was a plain black tee. i seriously begged my mum for it, and finally got one. its now stuck somewhere in my cupboard, where i barely touch and wear it ever again. it was quite a disaster to wear it with a black tee and with my damn nerd face,which is damn ugly, wearing like that? oh my god, what was i thinking? i was crushed by kenneth and omg. omg omg omg. i looked like ajhfjleashjghrhga.

as you mature in sec 2, where you somehow know how to dress and somehow looked for a nice tee to kinda tone down. then you try out new hairstyles thinking it was cool to play around with big hair. and thats what i did. my hair was darn thick and had somekind of emo hair but it was emo-tak-menjadi. hahaha. and i added a few personal touch to my outfit. i recalled that i used this yellow-lime elastic band and used it with ribbon to have it as a belt. wth? but this time i got helps frm my friends to find a tee. so it wasnt that bad. hee.

but as years pass, you mature with time, the next thing you know is youre in the third year, having another cycle of be yourself day. this time its a whole lot of different situations you're going through. its like you get hungry, saving up, search the outfit yourself and thought of what others would think of you. especially finding time to go and get your outfit with your friends. thats what i did last week but didnt really helped them, just walked around chilling. and right now, after you get a tee, you would try it out with different bottoms, skinnies, shorts etc. and you cant pick what to wear so you ask a friend's opinion. then you get different views. its either you look like a minah or not on that day. skinnies seemed to be the in thing now so you would try your best to stand out from the crowd and not to be the main topic of people's conversation. now its the bitchiest thing ever. you try to impress people with your looks on that day, which makes it not being yourself. its being the best of yourself and show people thats the best i can be outside its either you take it or leave it.

with the different genre of fashion such as emo, minah, indie, retro or babydoll, i try my best not to look in any of this classifications. therefore i would go simple and make the best out of it :D

oral was okay. i dont knw why mrs ang gave a smile to me and seemed interested in what i was talking. hahaha okay that's a good sign. weeee~ but i suck at the picture conversation. theres nothing to talk about. haha.

and hearing from people what other people think of you is hurtful but you have to accept it no matter what.

and that sucks. BIG TIME.

You should never make a person love you for what you became for them but for what you already were in the first place.

post-exam results

it's been a week of ups and downs but more of the downs, and letdowns. but i had to keep strong, i had to believe myself so i wont go in to terrible thoughts of disappearing. what's impossible remains impossible and the fact that i can't change it is overrating. i want it to happen my way but things just fell into place, in a way that i dont want it to be how sweet?

common tests and good lucks had became a great way to somehow motivate me to go to school after all that has happened. i dont know what i should feel. awkward? delighted? hope for more or move on? but hearing those words just kinda made me change the way i look on him. then i asked myself am i hoping for more? if i'm not then why am i still here? wonders over wonders, actions over actions, when it only comes down to 'we're just friends'.

whatever it is, i definitely need to move on. perhaps, what goes around comes around right dee?

today seemed a slow blurry day for me. editing videos which will continue tmr, crapping with fizzo just cheers me up la. and he needs to stop singing rehab. its an awful song. dee got 'accidents' in school and wawa and chap told me what i was worrying over, thanks a lot. i need to know someway and somehow. but seriously, thanks :D

so what do you want from me now? change? this is what i am and i cant compromise to your needs. if you go for those kind of girls, i don't mind. so considering preety girls can be a big showoff to you, go ahead laa. thats not called love.

18th august, fireworks + hangout, friends = AWESOME

the girlfriends

the crazy-ness.

the crazy one

the madness one.

my punching bag and the one who cheered me up

the unpredictable one

the 'hotstuff' one.

the kecoh-merepek one.

the high-ness.

the people :D

18th august was a day with pure fun, great people, so called great music and great lightup in the sky. it was memorable and fun. the clique was just damn fun to be with.

at first went out at 2, went seraching for wawa's present with shab. had mars bars <3>

then we played eye spy. HAHAH. cotton candy greedy girl. and also shab's twist's! hahaha. so cute! and we did a few jokes to entertain ourselves. then came along azli, azhar and fit. hahaha. then came sab, ika, cweka, suzie, reymie, faiz and muse. they were very kecoh! ahahah, samsiah! then came adh and fizzy and a few unexpected guests as well. as it was getting late, a show started and me and fizzo were kutuk-ing the singer and the dj. hahahah. we were basically laughing our arses off without the rest. then came shah, syam and hafiz. said hi here and there. there were loads of people. and we were just lepaking and went merepek-ing waiting for the fireworks. i remembered fizzy was like gathering us in circles and went allocating jobs. hahahah. 'motivenyer, aku buat ni semue untuk... waste time! hahahaha' funny! lol.

the fireworks came and we went to the front, i was with dee fizzy and fizzo and the rest were at the back. it was awesome. after that i went a bit tipsy as i didnt had dinner, not enough food. took pictures here and there. was quite unexpected that he would do such thing. hes making me confused. after that headed to raffles and saw the nama saya gang and i saw lufee at last. hahah. then fizzy blanjer me an icecream. then went to raffles place to search for toilet. hahahah. me and dee were walking from one end to another end and at last we hit coffee club and went to the toilet. hahahaha. cool la the toilet.

headed home in dee's dad's car. jam and reached home ard 12. stories shared in the care was bjhdsahhgfjahgfjhegahjdgh.

fizzo teman-ed me from 12-2. i couldnt sleep. we shared our views about him. and he made me think twice. but we just chat as if it was an on off thing. i also need views from other people. so yah. beside me got hippo. hahaha, he kept me safe thru the night. hee :D

i dont know whether to wait or move on.

fireworks

it has been a long time since my family had a family outing. i miss all those times. yesterday made me felt missed of being a family together for a long time.

dad had a new job and picked us up at marina bay. we were late as the fireworks was programmed at 8 but with my sis's delydaly. hahaha. we were late. we reached an open field at 830. the place was deserted but as time pass, more and more people came and i started seeing people's head and butts. what an awful sight. haha.

most of my pictures are with head involved and i had to crop it. hahaha. how troublesome. the fireworks started and ended 15 mins later. it was awsome, brightly lit skies and nice lighting. and all those who were with someone special were like hugging lalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and all i wanted is to just stop them cause its making me asjhfjaehgfajhgjahegj.

watever it is, we went to west coast for makan. it was fun as we talked about how we used to spent the time there the night before we go on a holiday. i miss it alot. and i wish to go on a holiday, get away with all the problems im facing. i couldnt stop talking about cambodia, the flight episode. HAHA. i wanna go fly ~

my mum said after i finish studying, i can go follow my aunt. she's in dubai now. how cool! and the other time she went to morrocco. okay. i cant wait.

and today, going to go watch fireworks again with wawa dee shab and all. meetups with fizzo mad and chap. wont hope to bump into adh and jasmine.

so long.

pressure

i cant help but blog. :D i miss blogging. heee :D

so this week was a whole lotta common test for the examinations which are coming soon. and by the time you know it, i'm taking o level's in 1 year time. how time flies and how i treasure every moment of it.

school has just been nothing but bore. with teacher's incessant talks but i somehow looked forward to lepaking after school. i just love the clique that i'm with. the different types of people just made it more special. although i'm kinda caught in the middle and sometimes couldnt predict some of the guys (with their -_____________________________- attitude) i somehow like (maybe) the way it is now. he knows, so i have no concience but things he does are making me hopeless and i guess i've had enough. maybe i'm better off with a better person. dee and me would deserve someone better, i hope.

study groups was awesome yesterday. face warping people became a new hobby getting kicked out of the library was quite sdkaljglkrjgalkjgf. like hello, people want to study. what about other people who conquered the walkway and shelves? WTHHHH.

okay. so tmr's biology and and and tues's a maths and YESSA! FREEDOM :D

Leon just make me go ajngewkjhahtew. hes damn irritating yet, he cheers me up every minute in class. hahaha.

i wanna pass my a maths, somebody help meeee :D

afterall, you're my wonderwall.

i dont know what i'm feeling.


empty? yes. lonely? yes. and rejected? very very much.
but i'm pretty much moving on already. so yeah, im glad i let it all out.

wont update till common test is over.
i hope.

'weeeee' *fake smile*

happy bday naufal :D

birthday boy :D

it was all blacks and he was the only white. it was naufal's 21st bday. dah tua dahhh. hahaha. people who came for the birthday outing/party wore black as it is his favourite colour. ahah. bowling was fun. i had a few strikes here and there. hahahaha. and people were having fun, kacauing the others and cheers for those who got longkangs. haha.

relatives and friends came. it wa quite a big group to go out together. after bowling headed for late dinner at teck whye. the buttered prawn was fab :D and geting an unexpected call totally cheered up my day. haha.

let the pictures do the talking.

cute lah tu, zaki :D

the couples :D

the family/relatives

the kecoh table :D

i told ya zaki couldnt stop acting cute :D hahahah.

yes i do.

far east :D

so much happened for the past 2 days, so let us look at it shall we. on national day, decided to see fireworks. met up with shab, dee, waty and shikin and went to far east to eat and do other meet ups with ika and gang. walked around, went to eat at kfc and headed to esplanade. reached there we couldnt get to the main esplanade. it was packed and crowded. and there were many hotstuff around, scary. choo choo trained all the way. and we met fiz at new urban male. wowee. then went to marina square. we were stucked there. i decided to stay to meet with my family and the rest got closer to the fireworks part. the fireworks was fun while it lasted.

waited for naufal cuz gf. she got lost in the way. while waiting i saw a lot of friendster friends so shared a few smiles here and there. then waited for zaki and friends at esplanade. hahaha he couldnt get to see the fireworks i guess. walked to arab street for late night dinner/supper. the people were fun to crap with. haha. until i couldnt eat properly. cant wait for saturday's party. they're gonna be there. wowee. so i would have time to wander off thinking for a while.

today, more of a walking shopping experience. bought alot of abercrombie stuff. im in love with it. went to expo thought of meeting boyfeee, but he didnt have the gig today. ungu took the stage. hahahahaaaaaa. macam paham.

somehow i was hoping when the phone rings, he was the one smsing but it turned out to be the other way round. leon is bugging me this few days. i owe him pushpop and he owes me a starbuck drink. he called when i was happily shopping for tees. he even chatted with my mum. hahahah.

i couldnt fit in a topshop tee! and im already growing tau! im growing sideways all because of topshop! okay, i cant complain much.

i'm crapping with fizzo on msn right now and its 1.50am. harry potter, limousine broomstick, ron's senget magic, cloak kene cuci, hippo family, fairy land and big fairies. all inside jokes seem to be fun. and i cant believe im laughing my arse off alone in the night and no one is outside. woooo. scary but potter will pop up any minute :D

if you do like me, tell me cause im about to move on.

countdown to national day

she's the only one left

yesterday was a whole lot of solemn, joyful and depressing mixed emotions altogether. the humanities thought me a whole lot of sacrifice made by the british to fight in world war 2. the touching stories and sad ones plus the memorial ceremony was a great way to end all the different sacrifices that touched families. the bus our class got was cool! there were comfy seats, on the higher stories, and on the below part, there was the VIPs seats. haha. we went up and down and was having fun in the bus. reen introduced me to 2 new songs, both quite fun and upbeat. the one i couldnt take was muse's unintended. hahah. sleepy yet meaningful.

then it went on to home, dad was being a tard. i didnt even talk to him ever since he scolded me for studying? WTH KAN. and now, i just dont care what he say, what he do, all i know is i ignore him as much as i can. he was waiting for me at home, when i was having fun at 1am outside. whatever la.

then came FMU's stall. it was fun making the sandwiches and getting a call from adh. haha. but the packing part went hectic and after everything, we got a break at around 7 and me dee and ika went emoing outside school, thinking of our love lifes and such. ika, good luck to you. me and dee, lets just wait for poly ah kay. or maybe even when we meet in the skies. haha.

the carnival was quite adequate. performances by the lion dance and kompang was fab. and also the makciks were cool! ahahha. i had a fun time talking to them. they made our sandwiches sort of finish. ahha. and also thanks to fizzo's family for buying and being funny :D

one thing that i couldnt stand is this girl. mintak kene smack tau. haha and only mad know who is it. hahaha. one on one eh? takyah lah eh, buat bodoh sudah she wins like duhhhh. after that i went on being a retard, crying my heart out with fizzo and dee. its like gahhhh. im starting to feel that i deserve better. ' theres a lot of him in the world with the qualities you want. so just move on kay. ' fizzo. ' nas, nvm we wait, ' dee. they cheered me up ah. but theres still feelings lingering ah.

anyways, i slept at 2 wondering why am i like this. why my situation is like this. and sort of 'confessed'. OH YAH, i made kenneth felt like he's nothing to me. i guess he's guilty? hahahahahhahahahaha. deserve you right, kan dah menyesal. GENDENG. hahaha.

let me get wasted today with dee ika and sab :D

now i'm falling i got nothing left to say