make it work.

i pose with starbucks a lot more than i do with my boyfee, please pay me thank you. (HAHA!)

I had my longest bath yet, to calm the nerves and intensity on my shoulders, clean of the dead skin on my feet, pop my blackheads and whiteheads which hurts, conditioned my limp dry hair and spa-ed my face just cause i had the time to do it. now i know how it feels to work as a teacher. thank god its friday.

i have been substituting for 3 weeks now and i'm as weak as a marathon runner. chasing kids around, repeat my words to the monsterific ones, go through all that like a record breaker for 10 classes. sounds like hell to you yet? But i still love them. Like Raoni who is like a small version of chris brown ( REALLY. ), Harold who is so cute when he melatah, Ryan who walks like a duck with his blue eyes, shaun who doesnt let go of me when he hugs, maxwell who give me a cheeky smile when i smiled at him and Christopher who always sticks out his tongue at me and then smile.

i am so waiting for the cheque and all that. the sum its quite demanding its as if i havent done enough. now i look forward to weekends and i got another week to go. after that, sleepovers and outings will fill up my calender. Being busy filling up forms for the enrollment and get ready for school which it is already time! can't wait mannnn!

AND OH MY BIRTHDAY! :D
( i am so gonna have a hotter boyfee :D )

just some random excerpt form a long time fanfic.

Tash : charlie, i think we should have one of ours ourselves.
charlie : what are you talking hun?
tash : look at them! (pointing at tom and hannah, Kate's children, who were running around like crazy) arent they cute?
Charlie : aww tash. they are cute but can't you see them? they're like monsters! MONSTERS i tell you! (saw tom hitting hannah with his shoe )
Tom : (grinned at charlie with his teeth all covered in chocolate)
Charlie : MONSTER!

HAHAHAHAHA. ITS SO RANDOM REALLY!

V-day

i didnt know valentines' makes you look like this.

i'm trying to upload the fish spa video, one that i went with wawa.
vimeo is being a bitch and youtube is so slow.

try this.
if it works, laugh your ass off alright?

with love, nas.

i miss my partner in crime

i met fit after work. i dragged myself actually. i was darn tired cos i didnt had my vitamins this morning and having to drag mats and handling satanic children were quite a chore. now my eyes are droopy, waiting for it to hit the sack.

catching up with her was a random but great one. MI seems fun and crazy from what i heard. We had boyfriend talk and future talks, like we always do in class. i really miss how i see her everyday at school, bringing her loyal paperbag for breakfast and i always get excited for it :D.
she brought the best breakfast every single day.

4 years. i'm trying to find the cambodia pictures we took. it suddenly made me recall about the chaotic hotel stays and food craze. HAHA.

okay i miss secondary school.

17th months

another month comes again
it was like the past was just yesterday
and i'm sure there'll be loads more to come

i know you can't get enough of me
even though i'm really really weird,
thank you for loving me just the way i am
how i love you is how you love me too
(:

p/s : at last ice cream with pancakes!

sick

cny with dad's side, the day of the eclipse

i'm down with flu and god knows when i got my flu the other time it was a chore. ive been trying this new vitamin and i hope it helps. from what i'm suffering, its like the side effects. oh well, i hope it wont be for long! i have a (unplanned) date tommorrow!

gossip girl marathon yesterday was uber fun, oogling on ed westwick as usual but sadly my 2nd disc of gossip girl seem to be unreadable. so it kinda suck. have to wait for the whole season!

okay, im planning and i hope it goes well.

im freaking sick!
:(

squeeze me.

i was the only one ready. HAHA

it was unexpected how the american school called me and asked to be a substitute for 2 days early in the morning. the night before i had plans with bfee to go for a getaway with his dvd player and my 90210/gossip girl season 2. i had to set aside those plans cos i cant be rejecting the american school for the 2nd time because of our plans again. so i went up in a daze, got ready in like 5 mins, and reached at the school at 750, just nice before the class starts.

my two days there was a blast and it really squeezed my energy out, whatmore a PE / motorskills / aerobics / gymnastics class. its been ages since i excercised but the first day went by faster than i thought and pleased the teacher. my second day too! there megan with pink cute gymnastics attire where i have to send her for after school, theres daniel who doesnt listen to me, theres lydia who gave me a small cutout heart and theres this girl who invented me a nickname, ' lets call her chihuahua! ' and the class went ' chihuahuaaaaaaa! hahaha' she couldnt stop kissing my arm and hugging me during her class. oh did i mention they are kindergarten children? oh my. i love kids!

and in just two days, i got hooked on their american slang. its addictive. imagine me going to the british school on something? hahahhahahah. hello lads!

oh oh the cafeteria with hot hot heat middle school kids who are younger than me, they look way older than their age. theres the adam brody, the chad micheal murrey, the blond ronald weasley, the hot nicole scherzinger, the bitchy lindsay lohan and even the hot clark kent lookalikes.

oh my, i cant wait for the next subbing!

:D