when never is never.

hello sweets. so a week of school has passed. hectic, tired and a whole lot more. backstabbings and highness are just part of school routines. but it was quite a fun time during CCA as it was kind of a relaxation after all the academic stuff i went through. and i guess i''m dying with the load of homeworks. can't imagine what next year's gonna be. white hair? no. i guess im gonna be bald.

i've been rocking to chris brown's ain't no way (you won't love me). its addictive. the tune and the way he puts down the lyrics. gave me quite a bit of confidence to make a move. haha. but i realise everytime i make a move, there'll be a third party. after all the confidence i have and that third party appears, feel shattered.

although that guy has moved on, i guess i have to move on too. and yes, i do have eye candys. ahahhaha. and this other guy. has been near me for quite a while. and he kept being next to me and never say a thing. except give that smile. haha. awkward i know. and in class, this other guy has been always sitting next to me or near my table. when i ask why 'why? cannot see you meh? hahaha' i'd be 'YEAH RIGHT.' hahaha these people are just toying with my feelings but nah. they're nothing. just something to excite me in school and maybe look forward to.

going shopping in batam this sunday. weeehooo! cant wait to go to the surf shop and shop till i drop lar sey. lol. i'm eyeing a short or boardshorts and also a striped tee/graphic tee. also a wallet? or sunglasses or shoes! yeah. lol. can't wait. one day in batam. weeeeee. the pizza is damn nice lah. hahah. especially i'm gonna take a boat there. woah. see the sea for like 1 hour plus. LALALA.

okay dee just text. and i'm all alone. need to go for my bro's performance at his school. he's a dang cowboy! hahahaha. let's see how he's gonna act.

i seriously need a new friend right now.
pffttt.