insanity

it was an unplanned date. boyfee kinda got me all wired up on nothing -as usual- on the previous night. farah knew what happened. it was funny and yet sad at the same time.

I was going to school in a dress, with make up on for the first time in school. my hair was all done up with bobby pins to hold up my french twist. everybody wondered why i was so dressed up. it was obvious, i had a date after school.

everybody went awwwwww. (haha not exactly)

ladidadida, went the clock and a whole awesome time in NSL laughing my ass off, it was time to officially meet him. i really thought i angered him the night before but i guess it was just a joke. HAHA. apparently the trick was on me.

after a week and a half not seeing him, it was kinda weird at first. he handed me a red rose and suddenly my face lit up like a beam of light. i was happy. the train ride was crappy with our jokes and our acts. i missed him terribly.

the night went on to our dinner which was kinda normal (sorry boyfee) at pastamania. me with my spicy chicken which was so spicy that i didnt finish it. boyfee had problems of eating too much cos he has been trying to lose weight by not eating at night, hence gastric problems. i felt kinda harsh cos i was the one who wanted him to lose all those fats. how evil. :(

after that we went to suntec's fountain of wealth and just talked the night away. he gave me two more roses cos i always destroy his initial plan every single month. every rose represented something and i was a really happy kid. once again, i didnt have anything prepared for him. i feel bad once again.

slacked at suntec's starbucks couch and took pictures on his blackberry which has yet to reach to my phone/lappy. the rest of the night went superb for an unplanned date.

throughout the 20 months we're on this ride, i wanna thank you once again for being there for me, regardless of how i always pushed you away, trying your best to meet up with my busy schedule, allowing me to be who i am and not control any of my actions. i never doubted you in any way. nobody understands our relationship the way we do. i love you.

another year over and we're still together, its not always easy but ill live forever cos we are the lovers, i know you believe me when you look into my eyes cos the heart never lies.