why do i put myself in these situations

yes, its the holidays for me! at last. project meetings this wed thurs and friday. wouldnt be able to make it on friday for cnp cos i'll be going overseas. And that's when i can go gaga over shopping and getting all the food i want.

i just wanna break out form being in this same situation that happened a year back. being not in the know and gotten to know from somebody else is so yesterday. it's like i've never existed and i have to go on my own painstaking journey to find out what is it and in the end, i'm the one losing out.

its okay, i have plenty of things to look out for. the shopping trip, my sims 3 marathon (!!), the spa trip, the karaoke trip, the movie marathon trip and the stargazing trip all to myself. it's time to indulge and close my ears to all that is happening outside.

exhausted - TOTALLY.

red is now my favourite colour
:D