countdown to national day

she's the only one left

yesterday was a whole lot of solemn, joyful and depressing mixed emotions altogether. the humanities thought me a whole lot of sacrifice made by the british to fight in world war 2. the touching stories and sad ones plus the memorial ceremony was a great way to end all the different sacrifices that touched families. the bus our class got was cool! there were comfy seats, on the higher stories, and on the below part, there was the VIPs seats. haha. we went up and down and was having fun in the bus. reen introduced me to 2 new songs, both quite fun and upbeat. the one i couldnt take was muse's unintended. hahah. sleepy yet meaningful.

then it went on to home, dad was being a tard. i didnt even talk to him ever since he scolded me for studying? WTH KAN. and now, i just dont care what he say, what he do, all i know is i ignore him as much as i can. he was waiting for me at home, when i was having fun at 1am outside. whatever la.

then came FMU's stall. it was fun making the sandwiches and getting a call from adh. haha. but the packing part went hectic and after everything, we got a break at around 7 and me dee and ika went emoing outside school, thinking of our love lifes and such. ika, good luck to you. me and dee, lets just wait for poly ah kay. or maybe even when we meet in the skies. haha.

the carnival was quite adequate. performances by the lion dance and kompang was fab. and also the makciks were cool! ahahha. i had a fun time talking to them. they made our sandwiches sort of finish. ahha. and also thanks to fizzo's family for buying and being funny :D

one thing that i couldnt stand is this girl. mintak kene smack tau. haha and only mad know who is it. hahaha. one on one eh? takyah lah eh, buat bodoh sudah she wins like duhhhh. after that i went on being a retard, crying my heart out with fizzo and dee. its like gahhhh. im starting to feel that i deserve better. ' theres a lot of him in the world with the qualities you want. so just move on kay. ' fizzo. ' nas, nvm we wait, ' dee. they cheered me up ah. but theres still feelings lingering ah.

anyways, i slept at 2 wondering why am i like this. why my situation is like this. and sort of 'confessed'. OH YAH, i made kenneth felt like he's nothing to me. i guess he's guilty? hahahahahhahahahaha. deserve you right, kan dah menyesal. GENDENG. hahaha.

let me get wasted today with dee ika and sab :D

now i'm falling i got nothing left to say