i dont know how to say this. it is either theres something wrong with me or something wrong with people. i can't belive guys are fighting over my sister and on the other hand, i'm a loner. playing this game of 'does he? should i? no, it cant be.' i should say that it is childish in a way. so yes i'm childish.
but imagine being in that situation, lonely yet want to have that someone to be with, someone special than anyone else. you would do anything for that person and you would try to be with him/her every second and think that he/she means the world to you. you would rather see yourself hurt than hurting the person you love. and all those little little things that brings the relationship to a whole new level and those sweet memories just can't be forgotten. i crave for that.
i don't know whats with my luck with love but false hopes and pretence is just piercing through my heart right now and i don't know what to do. people are telling me be patient or move on when it all comes back to me 'do i deserve the wait? or maybe someone better?'
ahhhhhh love, it takes sacrifices and heartfelt patience and once you're in love, it's pure bliss.
today was a sleepy day for me. english CT was skngasjvlskrjfajnvajsnd. and i cant wait for tmr's carnival. i heard someone's the khalifah. hahaha. whatever it is, good luck :D and also tmr's superstar thinggy. lalalala.
fizzo got his head injured. haha. and its like you can see the skin. he was acting okay when in fact it wasnt. he was dizzy the way through and i can see that. he was heading to concussion but he kept still and sleepy. quiet yes. ahhhh, get well soon fizzo! we cant bear to lose you! haha. and i cant miss your crap ever la! take care.
see what tmr brings. i starting to hate life. pffft.
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