Friday, July 25, 2008

no wonder.

My horoscope for today.

Pieces
Your creativity is strong now, and it's helping you see beauty everywhere you look.
Your creative juices are flowing fast and furious today, and they will help you see beauty nearly everywhere you look. The symmetry of an office cubicle suddenly strikes you as poetic, the glare of traffic headlights seem to twinkle in time with the music on your radio. What you saw as visual noise now becomes a beautiful symphony. Don't take this special kind of insight for granted. Tune into it, because it will lead you to a wonderful and exciting new idea.

its all in the stars baby. all in the stars.
HAHHA.

Friday madness.

" Hi. i'm nasyita and i'm from neptune. i speak an utterly wierd but new language that i can't even re-enact what i made up. and guess what? neptune is preeeetty. it blue and hush hush, i'm a disguised alien. shhhh! "

i do not know what has happened to me today. perhaps its the caffiene addiction that i had yesterday night-an overdose of it! i'm practically bored and cannot find anything else to do. whoa i sound so free. cmon, making up a new language, did lame ol' tricks like snfajyhgfweh to the people around me, shouted at myself without any complete reason and acting like a hooligan around my peeps. rooster run ehhh? haha.

seriously, there's something wierd. i think there's something wrong with me.

serious.

(see how many serious i typed? LA DUH i'm serious. seriousness = 5 times.)

i think no amount of medication can be my remedy for this wierdness that i have today. today made me laugh until perhaps 8 pacs started to form on my stomach. today was the day where somehow, all my stress just vanished to thin air. (but i'm sure it's gna come back sooner or later, stress, please come back to me) practically, i made a lot of people laugh with the stupidness i have.

ok this blog entry is just wierd.

the wierdness continues...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

non-ambulant


sigh.

i'm gonna miss 2 days of lessons at school. and that is a lot of time wasted. school is just somewhere i actually have fun. okay, you might think that i'm crazy. guess what. here's another shocker, i love to learn! haha. ok. WEML! <>

as you can see form the title of the post, yep. i 'm not mobile. my feet hurts like a gazzilion times due to an internal injury in my foot. idk why but i think its gna take a long time to heal. i don't even know whats the cause of it. maybe i like using my feet, putting it perpendicularly to the ground and use it to support my left feet. hahahah. that is so mathematically proven.

now it takes me 5 minutues to reach the door. a whole 15 mins to reach plaza from my school and a whole lot more to climb up 6 floors to my classroom. can i have a lift pass please? hahahh.

staying at home ain't fun at all. let's see what i did today. woke up at 9am, read the news till 10, wash up, had breakfast, started poa hw at 12, did maths at 1, and till now, i've been moving from one place to another-OUT OF BOREDOM.

the tv sucks as usual and i cant bring myself up to finish my to do list today. AAAHHHHHHH.

CANT WAIT FOR SEOUL GARDEN TMR!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

say BEN-day!


youth day - holiday - BEN DAY!


it was all planned to have an outing with our used-to-be-singaporean-now-new-zealander mate, ben suarez! people were a bit agitated and frustrated on the decision whether to go or not but it was not a whole gang like the other time. it was just a small group of us, with one thing in mind - we had not planned the trip well enough. all of a sudden we were stuck in paragon while it was raining cats and dogs. then the adventure started. going through rain and passing over fountains - what a way to entertain ourselves. we finally settled in esplanade rooftop, which was filled with different kinds of fumes, and just let the time pass by. camwhoring with ben and the girls, memories made. the trip ride home was the part that was worthwhile and sort of summed up the whole trip. ben shared his life over in the new country and he kept talking about his car and his license-which we arent acclaimed of yet. boo hoo. but that was the quality time that i treasured dearly.

the peeps

a nicer version :DD

and me eaten by ben's bushy hair

oh how i wish i could just get out of singapore and live a place far far far away from here? before that, i would need to travel on my own get a decent place to stay, earn a lot of money and settle down after i'm satisfied with my life. hahaha.
DPA just started. i thought of applying for diploma in international business, but i dont have the right recommendations and participations. ahhhhhhh. i so wanna go into that course. perhaps i should meet rufi first and ask about the poly thingy and how to cope with it. i still remember i need to get amaths notes from rufi! ahha.
picture after picture, i've been wanting to find new styles for myself and start to look prepared for the future. i envy how people dress to kill and those who actually dress to look mature. just like fifi and hudz! ahhhhh.
btw, me with straight hair - NO NO.
and ending this with an all-time favourite.

new, mature and retarded robots with new member!

cheers for the photos!

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

wednesday

time flies and its been half of the week gone. i still couldnt get the gear running and say that 'NAS, O LEVELS ARE IN LIKE 15 WEEKS!' oh well, i'm nearing to completion of notes so im taking my time to rest and study at the same time - wow that's not me. HAHA.

school has been quite predictable and the same clique and homework routine over and over. i told fit that we will get bored of this. oh well, we do anyways. haha. at least i have someone to entertain me in class now - daniel! weeee. and talking a whole lot of POA-ing with fit's life with xl was very very very funny. hahaha. dont worry xl, invest more you'll gain profit at the end of day! try harder! hahah. you know i know they dont know la eh :D

ben was at our school just now. can i say his hormones are ranging and getting hotter by the year. i was thinking to myself if i was gone for the year - nobody knows when i'm gone, just disappear for a moment, it'd be cool to come back with a whole new feel about yourself. but the odds are that they're gonna ask why and how you ran, no contact and all that shit - overall, a hypocrite? hahah. i've been called a lot of bad names anyway. why not add another one? no one would care.

can i name myself a very very very eeeevil person. its like i'm affecting people without me knowing and fit and me just had a very very very wierd convo which makes people's eyes bulge and cringe. oh well, its a better way of studying things ain't it?

i just miss talking to people who i've been missing a lot like the peeps in 1A, 2A and the whole malay clique just hanging out together. sorry if i was not in a major part of your life but give me a chance yeah? i'm even getting more bored with playing hide and run games that made me conclude, i made the quite an awful decision of letting go but heck, i miss that particular fun that really made me ecstatic these past years. i know things change here and there and yeah, change is constant, you just have to adapt to it (note to self : THAT MEANS YOU ASSHOLE.)

and yeah, random blog posts seem to overwhelm myself and getting to know people's lives that might shock you even more. why do they always get what they want? people are never satisfied with what they have.

let just disappear and never get back shall we?

(note to self again : MATHS HOMEWORK PILING OIEE! )

okbye.

Monday, June 9, 2008

starbucks trip

i know, i know. shhhhhhhhhh.


starbucks hunting was funnier than expected. or maybe the flight to holland was a rollercoaster ride. i found out that that place brings you back to the old days, relaxing your mind and just watching time flies with interesting tourists and superstars walking around.

the fact that a lot of well known shops are there was quite suprising. ice cream shops like swensens and häagen dazs also starbucks and coffee bean around, its a nice place to chill and relax. let your surroundings take you on a trip of relaxation.
oh well for me, its just for a time off. heeeeee.
feast your eyes on the pics!

Saturday, February 16, 2008

.

i miss him.

Monday, February 4, 2008

laptops

i'm at ika's and im using her laptop for the first time. it hung out on me when i whined that its fcuking slow. haha. i guess laptops do have feelings. ika just "chased" her dad out cos she wanted to watch bratz. ok so now im watching it with her. hahahaha.

anyways, sorry for the lack of updates, been busy with life. hahaha typical answer. nahh just been busy with school which suck big time and homeworks pile everytime. every period seems like i wanna end it badly. i have not create a timetable for my revision. ahhhhhhhhhhh.

and friends are being typical. enough said.
i need joy i need laughter. i need nd.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

:D

When will i see your face again - Jamie Scott Feat The Town

Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Changed,

I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ohh yeah),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ha),
I Think I Love You, Will I See Your Face Again,

Little Thing, Like The Rain Coming,
She Looked At Me A Certain Kind Of Way,
Tell Me Girl, Where Are You Now,
'Cos I Don't Know How Much Longer I can Wait,

I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun,
Tell Me Girl...

When Will I See Your Face Again (ohh yeaaah),
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ummm um),
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

You Know That All My Life I've Been Waaaiting,
Waiting For Some, Someone Like You To Love Me,
You Can't Come By Like An Angel, Into My Life,
And then Fly Away, Fly Away,

Oh Honey, Cos I, Uh Baby, Ba Ba Doo Yeah, Ohh ohhhh,
Sing, I've Only Seen Youuu, Oh, I Said, Uh huh, I Said I Said, Yeah (woo)

When Will I See Your Face Again (I Wanna See You Once In My Life),
When Will You Touch My Life Again, (Wanna See You Twice In My Life),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ohhh),
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

I said, see Bap pa da doo ba ba (ohhh),
Bap Ba Doo Yeah, That's What We Do Yeaahhh (ohh),
When Will i See Your Face Again My Friend,
Oh Yeah, I Think You Gotta Let Me Know Yeah,
Ohh Yeahhh...

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Click.

i'm halfway through my novel, jodi picoult's perfect match. i really cant wait who is the culprit. Nina's in jail and hopefully Nathaniel would be alright without his mum around.

click. rewind. if that is possible in life, i certainly would have.

sadly, i've been trying to be my best and trying to get into my head that i'm all alone, not attached. people say i'm heartless. yes i am. i keep every feeling to myself that i don't know what/how to feel anymore. History made me become heartless and i can't blame anyone about that except myself.

okay i'm here not to be emo or anything. haha.

anyways, blog skin changed :D life's been sucky and i'm really really in love with Dougie Poynter. ahhhh somebody shoot me.

oh yeah, i've got plans to go california on my own, so i'm finding somebody to host me. geeeee. london's calling tapi tknak pergi. cali jugak yg nak gi. aperdahh.

till then, i better finish up reading my novel and get my book review done. sheesh. O's coming. aaaaaaaahhhhhh !

Thursday, December 6, 2007

useless

' try to find some alone time with an engrossing novel that can take you far, far away from your current reality. ' - that's what my horoscope says.

all i can say is, let karma take place on my life.
it was such a pleasure knowing such a pleasant sweet guy and i think you deserve better.
thanks for everything.


=\

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

work

holidays! yes. and i took a long time to update this blog. i've been MIA-ing for months here. i've been living my life normally, without having to use this necessity of using technology to keep up with my life ( which is the computer ). haha. i update randomly as my life gets its best or its worst, whether i am in the mood to tell the world what i've been up to. okay, i should stop this crap.

this holidays i manage to get work to find some financial support to attend to some unidentified problems, which is yet to be known. if you don't understand, act like you understand. hee. basically i need money, lots of it.

working at deli is fun, really. the food, the staff and the environment is adaptable. haha. i met a lot of different kinds of people. one that manage to get my attention is Andy. hetalkslikethisfastwithouthavingafullstoptoeverysentencethathewouldsay. basically, i just gave him a o.0 face and chuckle cos i would keep quiet and get confused. he's been working there for 2 years and he says its boring. HAHA. how ironic. he's still working there now. and having him to teach me what to do is just funny. i remembered i was being told to do this and that and i would give a comment like, 'baru kerje sini dah kene bully.' and he would like get 'pissed' with me and do the work himself when in the end, i still need to do it.

he got a special request from me. he wants to be called ninja. haha. and asyiq adds on the turtle. hahaha. he will be asking me,'who am i?' i would say, 'ninjaaaa!' 'okay, good newbird.' HAHA. its just pure fun to have someone who is like a brother to you. he's schooling. haha. i remembered there was this indian man with a low voice and was ordering. he went to change his voice to suit the old man's voice and i couldnt hold my laughter la! hahaha. 'tu baru sikit jer, you havent heard the rest. hahahah', he said. i wonder how would i react to that.

work yesterdat with dee nunu and wawa was tiring. and matter of fact, i wasnt picked today. sheesh. i hate that la.

okay, my backbone is tired. oh yah, check out the layout of my blog, its changed.

:D

Friday, September 21, 2007

geek the chic

hello ~ !

did 60 push ups and crunches, jogged around the school twice, played volleyball with uncooperative classmates, leon farted five times and he's proud of it, class phototaking was akjafklejf, walking home was wierd, maths homework compiling, fitri's bimboness is soooooo akjfakejf but i seem to need it everyday, leon waited for me doing maths which was funny, i 'smacked' boyfee's face with glue - what a day.

it's been a while since i sat down and recollect my feelings and say truthfully about what i am going to say. i miss those times. perhaps i remembered that i would post if i'm in love. and yes i do now :D



many things happened ever since the holiday break. my life seems extra special to have someone who loves me and appreciate who i am for what i am. it's just extraordinary to have somebody loving you. its funny how i'm attached. i serioualy feel that i wasnt until it really hit me. wait. i'm attached? hahaha. impossible but it's true. nyeahaha. its been 2 weeks and heading for the third. i dont really like counting the days but he always remind me after every week that passed. i would be surprised that he would remember. not that i would forgot or anything. its just that let time just pass and we'll recall how long we've been when the time is right.

and things are just where i wanted it to be. not that i want it to be this way but it just seem to fit just the right time.

i'm loving it.

:D

Thursday, September 6, 2007

it has been long.


i went back to memory lane this morning, woke up at 7. ahhh. it was a chore to get up but mum forced me to and i dragged my way to shower. so we went to bp as planned. did some wierd financial stuff. and went to teck whye market and thats when i realise, it has been a while since i went there. i miss the place. i didnt know that the foodcourt was renovated, i miss the way i buy fish/prawns with this apek and i miss the smell of the market. it smells fresh and all. theres this nyonya too, selling beansprouts and she still looks the same although many years have passed. i know im sick. haha. who would like to go to a wet market early in the morning anyway?

and yes it has been long since i strolled down teck whye lane, where most of my childhood memories were made. i miss those times where i ran around the block, playing catching and gotten scoldings by my late grandfather for not wearing shoes. i miss playing water guns at the staircase, shielding myself with big umbrellas. i miss playing hopscotch, drawn imperfectly using charcoals. the best part i miss was playing outside in the corridor, hearing shouts from my mom/dad to get home as soon as possible when it hits 11.30pm. ahah. childhood memories.

haha i'm fifteen now, things change. my lifestyle isnt what it was like previous times. new friends, new love.

ahahaha. i shall elaborate on that when i feel like i'm in love.

Monday, September 3, 2007

holidays

i was too ugly for the photo. haha.

i was smsing people when my phone started beeping its more that 95% full. everytime i deleted messages, it will sum up to 95% again. so i took the time to go through every single message that people sent me. the high, the lows and the consolations. and there were 3 major events that we talked about. after reading those messages, i said to myself, i was this close. this itsy bitsy close.

i was mad at myself. i was mad at that person. but i guess its not worth the feud. what's over is over. he was left with nothing anyway. which was good right?

what i pity right now is dee. she was always left hanging after everytime she tries to say it, something would occur and spoil that chance. it happen too many times that she believes that there isn't any chance for her. maybe it wasnt a good time yet. just wait. and cheer up.

as for wawa, i love to bully her. hahah but dont take it to heart yeah?

ika, HAHA. i heard your voice over the phone. watching love is cinta eh? dah nangis dahhh?

chap, just stop crapping la eh. HAHA. but i somehow like the crapping. ok. dah nas mepek.

and as for fizzo, nyeahahaha. i shall not say anthing.

:D

Saturday, September 1, 2007

byd, teacher's day, birthdays :D

ms liew, our maths teacher :D

cikgu shahida, with the malay class. elsa wasn't there.


cikgu hayati, with wawa and nas. the two, who miss her alot. :D

byd, teacher's day and a small outing was quite diminishing although a few mishaps happen here and there. well people do make mistakes and we learn from it. meeting a few seniors and getting our report books back was quite looked forward to. and the fact that leon scored lower than me, he owe me something. i heard he's buying me a watch. hahaha. everlast? wth. haha. and what happened to the green havainas? we planned to buy it nt long ago. lets just see.

after a whole lot of teacher hunting and snap arounds, we went to chill at senja grand and plaza. had snacks. then decided to go town. actually we planned to go with the whole express clan but people are people and they miss their ex's in primary sch, so they went back to their schs. haha. so it was left with dee ika me wawa and fizzo.

met shab at far east and ate chippy's. i've been having chippy every week la and i'm addicted to it. walked around, bought wawa her pressie and split up as dee ika and shab met syadiq for photography. so it was left with the three of us, walking ard town, visiting stupid places such as toys r us, where kids play with sick toys. haha. and wawa had a lot of babies! haha. sword playing was funny and squeeze balls! haha. okay that's sick. then headed to shaw, ate fastfood. met a few teacher's. had a 'stupid' talk with fizzo and wawa couldnt stop saying she's tired. hahaha. then headed to topshop and saw a few gay accents mouth spray. haha. headed to pacific plaza and went for surfboard hunting. i liked this cap at quicksilver, costs ard 40. its white and its cute la! haha. then went back to far east walked twice ard and decided to go to esp.

fizzo called his mum and gave that tone. hahaha me and wawa were laughing like there was no tommorow. haha. then headed to esp, sitting ard the powerhouse. with crappy phone calls from chap and mad. HAHA. singers with some technical glitch, causing me to think that there was a fireworks. HAHA. and also those small little stupid talks made it worthwhile :D

then on saturday, i went for a bday/family gathering. all where there except some middle aged cousins. it was an occasion for nur eliana! her bday. people were either dressed in pink/red. we went to cdans for a bowl and headed to cck park for dinner. the bowl wasnt as classy as the one at CSC. some memorable moments was that eliana had her turn and as the pins dropped, it left 2 pins at one end, and it resembles her teeth! haha. imagine a bday with no front teeth. that's what she had to confront. it was cute la! the dinner part, i remembered the butter prawn and chilli crab! and also the spongebob cake. it was all so delicious. then headed to syafiq's to meet granny. i miss her alot. i had dreams about her la. haha.

overall, i had fun and obviously, i met someone. weeeee.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

be yourself day preperations

its funny how you prepare for events such as be yourself day. its this friday and i'm really working forward to it. thats where a day whereby you be yourself, play dressup and the stress mounts as you dont have anything to wear and would go on diet and save up just to find a nice outfit for that day.

i remembered when i was in sec 1. i searched a skirt with my mum, dont ask me why. and it took me like 2 weeks to search for one pathetic skirt to fit my outfit, which was a plain black tee. i seriously begged my mum for it, and finally got one. its now stuck somewhere in my cupboard, where i barely touch and wear it ever again. it was quite a disaster to wear it with a black tee and with my damn nerd face,which is damn ugly, wearing like that? oh my god, what was i thinking? i was crushed by kenneth and omg. omg omg omg. i looked like ajhfjleashjghrhga.

as you mature in sec 2, where you somehow know how to dress and somehow looked for a nice tee to kinda tone down. then you try out new hairstyles thinking it was cool to play around with big hair. and thats what i did. my hair was darn thick and had somekind of emo hair but it was emo-tak-menjadi. hahaha. and i added a few personal touch to my outfit. i recalled that i used this yellow-lime elastic band and used it with ribbon to have it as a belt. wth? but this time i got helps frm my friends to find a tee. so it wasnt that bad. hee.

but as years pass, you mature with time, the next thing you know is youre in the third year, having another cycle of be yourself day. this time its a whole lot of different situations you're going through. its like you get hungry, saving up, search the outfit yourself and thought of what others would think of you. especially finding time to go and get your outfit with your friends. thats what i did last week but didnt really helped them, just walked around chilling. and right now, after you get a tee, you would try it out with different bottoms, skinnies, shorts etc. and you cant pick what to wear so you ask a friend's opinion. then you get different views. its either you look like a minah or not on that day. skinnies seemed to be the in thing now so you would try your best to stand out from the crowd and not to be the main topic of people's conversation. now its the bitchiest thing ever. you try to impress people with your looks on that day, which makes it not being yourself. its being the best of yourself and show people thats the best i can be outside its either you take it or leave it.

with the different genre of fashion such as emo, minah, indie, retro or babydoll, i try my best not to look in any of this classifications. therefore i would go simple and make the best out of it :D

oral was okay. i dont knw why mrs ang gave a smile to me and seemed interested in what i was talking. hahaha okay that's a good sign. weeee~ but i suck at the picture conversation. theres nothing to talk about. haha.

and hearing from people what other people think of you is hurtful but you have to accept it no matter what.

and that sucks. BIG TIME.

You should never make a person love you for what you became for them but for what you already were in the first place.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

post-exam results

it's been a week of ups and downs but more of the downs, and letdowns. but i had to keep strong, i had to believe myself so i wont go in to terrible thoughts of disappearing. what's impossible remains impossible and the fact that i can't change it is overrating. i want it to happen my way but things just fell into place, in a way that i dont want it to be how sweet?

common tests and good lucks had became a great way to somehow motivate me to go to school after all that has happened. i dont know what i should feel. awkward? delighted? hope for more or move on? but hearing those words just kinda made me change the way i look on him. then i asked myself am i hoping for more? if i'm not then why am i still here? wonders over wonders, actions over actions, when it only comes down to 'we're just friends'.

whatever it is, i definitely need to move on. perhaps, what goes around comes around right dee?

today seemed a slow blurry day for me. editing videos which will continue tmr, crapping with fizzo just cheers me up la. and he needs to stop singing rehab. its an awful song. dee got 'accidents' in school and wawa and chap told me what i was worrying over, thanks a lot. i need to know someway and somehow. but seriously, thanks :D

so what do you want from me now? change? this is what i am and i cant compromise to your needs. if you go for those kind of girls, i don't mind. so considering preety girls can be a big showoff to you, go ahead laa. thats not called love.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

18th august, fireworks + hangout, friends = AWESOME

the girlfriends


the crazy-ness.

the crazy one

the madness one.

my punching bag and the one who cheered me up


the unpredictable one

the 'hotstuff' one.

the kecoh-merepek one.

the high-ness.




the people :D

18th august was a day with pure fun, great people, so called great music and great lightup in the sky. it was memorable and fun. the clique was just damn fun to be with.

at first went out at 2, went seraching for wawa's present with shab. had mars bars <3>

then we played eye spy. HAHAH. cotton candy greedy girl. and also shab's twist's! hahaha. so cute! and we did a few jokes to entertain ourselves. then came along azli, azhar and fit. hahaha. then came sab, ika, cweka, suzie, reymie, faiz and muse. they were very kecoh! ahahah, samsiah! then came adh and fizzy and a few unexpected guests as well. as it was getting late, a show started and me and fizzo were kutuk-ing the singer and the dj. hahahah. we were basically laughing our arses off without the rest. then came shah, syam and hafiz. said hi here and there. there were loads of people. and we were just lepaking and went merepek-ing waiting for the fireworks. i remembered fizzy was like gathering us in circles and went allocating jobs. hahahah. 'motivenyer, aku buat ni semue untuk... waste time! hahahaha' funny! lol.

the fireworks came and we went to the front, i was with dee fizzy and fizzo and the rest were at the back. it was awesome. after that i went a bit tipsy as i didnt had dinner, not enough food. took pictures here and there. was quite unexpected that he would do such thing. hes making me confused. after that headed to raffles and saw the nama saya gang and i saw lufee at last. hahah. then fizzy blanjer me an icecream. then went to raffles place to search for toilet. hahahah. me and dee were walking from one end to another end and at last we hit coffee club and went to the toilet. hahahaha. cool la the toilet.

headed home in dee's dad's car. jam and reached home ard 12. stories shared in the care was bjhdsahhgfjahgfjhegahjdgh.

fizzo teman-ed me from 12-2. i couldnt sleep. we shared our views about him. and he made me think twice. but we just chat as if it was an on off thing. i also need views from other people. so yah. beside me got hippo. hahaha, he kept me safe thru the night. hee :D

i dont know whether to wait or move on.

Friday, August 17, 2007

fireworks

it has been a long time since my family had a family outing. i miss all those times. yesterday made me felt missed of being a family together for a long time.

dad had a new job and picked us up at marina bay. we were late as the fireworks was programmed at 8 but with my sis's delydaly. hahaha. we were late. we reached an open field at 830. the place was deserted but as time pass, more and more people came and i started seeing people's head and butts. what an awful sight. haha.

most of my pictures are with head involved and i had to crop it. hahaha. how troublesome. the fireworks started and ended 15 mins later. it was awsome, brightly lit skies and nice lighting. and all those who were with someone special were like hugging lalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and all i wanted is to just stop them cause its making me asjhfjaehgfajhgjahegj.

watever it is, we went to west coast for makan. it was fun as we talked about how we used to spent the time there the night before we go on a holiday. i miss it alot. and i wish to go on a holiday, get away with all the problems im facing. i couldnt stop talking about cambodia, the flight episode. HAHA. i wanna go fly ~

my mum said after i finish studying, i can go follow my aunt. she's in dubai now. how cool! and the other time she went to morrocco. okay. i cant wait.

and today, going to go watch fireworks again with wawa dee shab and all. meetups with fizzo mad and chap. wont hope to bump into adh and jasmine.

so long.