exams coming around the corner. i wanna have study dates. clique? how? i need help in Amath and math most probably. i could teach you POA in return. lalala. make a date please please please.
i'm mesmerized with chris brown's moves in his latest wall to wall video. especially the last dance part. i wanna learn that! its coool! haha. but chris brown seems thinner and he's got more muscles than before and a new tat and also a new haircut. okay nas, ape ko mepekkk. he's hot.
ironically, i've been upset these few days. i don't know whats my reason for it. certainly it would be my parents. how naive they're acting to each other. and my so called friend situation and also this someone. i found out that when i'm ecstatic, no one would be there to share my joy. maybe there is but they do half heartedly. they would be down and i cant seem to cheer them up and get high with me. now when i'm down, i'm all alone, quiet and being away from my friends, they'd be extremely happy that i couldnt say anything and just smile and hope for the best for them. and seriously the word alone is really alone. and i don't have to share my sorrows with. but that's okay.
and its funny how my phone would drop when i get this person's messages. my phone's all dented and scratches here and there. its weird. i guess my phone knows how i'm feeling too but don't suffer first my beloved phone, i still need you. :D
and wawa's convo during recess was funny. i didnt even listened to her. i sorry i was blinded by my sight. haha. i know you know la okay. and and thanks syafiqah for smuggling food for me and cikgu syahida's laparness during MT. haha funny yet.. funny. LOL.
Blasting my earphones with yellowcard, the used, silverstein and boys likes girls made me scream my heart out. i had to do that to let my anger and frustration out. it helped alot. but my siblings were pissed with my monotonous yet loud. who's not pissed? haha.
till here, i hope there would be better days for me ahead.
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