i don't know why, i can't keep my eyes off you.

NUNU is love (:

it was suppose to be a date for me and dee, study group but nunu tagged along to hang out. and i love her laughter, very cute indeed. i remembered the coffee bean guy got her name as lulu and not nunu. HAHAHA. and then they played with the name lululululululu. OKAY. i know thats sad but that was the highlight of the day.

wanted to go to orchard library. it was packed and too small. it doesnt even look like a library to me. haha. there were some functions going on. but it made us change our minds to study at coffee bean in taka. that's when stupid stuff happened. nunu being called lulu, a guy went into the ladies toilet, i became a teacher and taught dee and dee got a surprise from her be-friend. we did girltalk in between our homeworks. mine went down the drain. i didnt manage to finish it up. so tmr would be a boring homework day for me.

went to marina square for lunchner. ate at lerk thai? LOL. the service was bad and there was a frantic baby in the restaurant, crying his heart out a lot of times. made us pissed. and i learnt to 'walk (ta-teh) ' like a baby. HAHAHA. i got a cramp after walking with dee stupidly. i didnt know why. and nunu got her leg cramp after eating. HAHA. it was funny. and the walk from marina to penin was a chore. i had my leg filled with blisters as i was wearing a new shoe and we were mad at searching the toilet. HAHA. and and i saw SAYDIQ, IKA! omg. *speechless*

somehow someway, i feel empty during bus rides home. yesterday was one of them and today i didnt cry but i held it inside. i don't know why but i feel like a failure in life. with my parents and my siblings. my friends to a loved one, who doesnt know i love him. everything is just a failure and i feel empty. what have i been doing to people these past few days, they dont deserve it. especially mum, i totally did not gave a listening ear. and this 'cheerleader', i shouldnt mention who ruined most of our lives, we fear of her prawling on the guys we like. its just, failure.

i should change from now on. be a better person, get noticed and smile. i still have to hide away all my pain and suffering inside but a smile won't hurt anyone.

now what i fear is ... falling in love.

me and dee, giving fake smiles.

sorry tkde gambar lagi lawa. send me the pics.