study group today was funny yet irritating with my brother being proud and noisy. and i had to shout everytime, making me a freaking loud maniac. and we talked about our booth on 8 of august. we thought of really making the express makeover lalala. we'll see what happens.
i just saw the ghost from alone already on tv. we watched alone at my house but the cd wasnt clear. no fun! and the advertisment is scary okay okay okay! omg. i'm freaking right now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHERE IS CHEESEBURGER WHEN YOU NEED IT?
this is not going to be short dee.
watched first love, cinta pertama, an indonesian movie. i love indonesian love movies. its really meaningful. i watched it twice and i cried again this time. 'jika kamu mencintai seseorang, maka kamu harus katakan begitu bila peluang itu datang. kerna kalau tidak maka peluang itu akan pergi begitu saja dan ia tidak akan pernah datang lagi. lalu kamu akan menyesal.'
those words torn my heart apart. should i or shouldnt? but i fear a lot is rejection. i could face it. i have enough low self esteem that i could even make myself cry. what if a guy doing that to me? worst i tell you.
and dee, sorry to hear ah. omg. seriously, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
the talk at mac was hilarious. all the diff scenarios on dates and weddings. makes me wonder what it would be like to actually fall in love and be in bloopers of dates. HAHA. omg omg omg. the mcflurry incident. scary la. no eye contact. nonono. hahaha.
but whatever it is, i love them loads. i mean life has its ups and downs and god has created each and everyone of you a right person. so don't worry. maybe god is telling you its not the right time yet or maybe he's saying he's not worth your love? ahhhh. you'll get one soon enough okay. dont be too hard on yourself.
in fact, i am tired of eating cheeseburger everyday! hahahaha. once in a while thats okay :D
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