maybe there's a way out

my thoughts are wondering and wondering. i'm never gonna get him. sheesh. i'm trying. very hard. and i feel like giving up, i couldnt bear risking our friendship.

good luck to dee and lala :D you'd be the sweetest couple ever with him okay. i know you can do it and i hope he's ready. ahha. 20.08.2007? hahaaaa. as for me? 20.09.2oo7. ape mepek deeee :D she thinks too far but thats good actually. stay long with him. go go go dee! padahal belum ada apa-apa lagi la. and after that the singles by the singles will lose another member. LOL.

okay okay okay. its been long since i barely talk to him. and aidil maccaronni is online after a long long long time and i said hello and he didnt replied. SHEEEESH. aidil menghilang seh! i wonder how he's doing right now. i couldnt believe ika said i let go of a hardcore kid, which i like and he does seem to respond. that was a long time ago. ever since kenneth got in the way. sheesh, i'm so dumb.

but yet, right now all i want is to speak up and say the words i wanna say. making it unobvious. i like that someone okay. :D

i wonder when would this happen to me :

Our bodies to hand with the Jersey shoreline
Connecting the tide to the sand that was dry
And we both laid entwined, stared at the night
Clouds overhead, but that was all right
Cause then and there with the wind in your hair
Heaven was jealous to merely look fair against you
And all I need now is for this moon to keep light in its desolate skyline for good

So divine is this happening
Cant I just graze your skin
For the rest of our time
But time isn’t letting this night go on
Till then and there, the wind in your hair
Nothing in this world could keep me from staring at you
And all I need now is for that sun to stay under its glowing horizon for good,
Failing you now

You could get lost in a night like this
So empty your thoughts and open your heart to the bliss
Cause these are the nights